Monday, January 11, 2010

It's time

My goal for 2010 is to be proud of the way I look.

For the last year (2 years ?) I have looked at myself in the mirror and been less than thrilled with what I see.

Now I look at myself in pictures people take of me and I hate them all. It never used to be that way.

I’ve put on weight over the last few years and it’s really starting to show as “too much”.

I’m buying more and more clothes because the ones I currently have continue to look less and less attractive on me.

I’m constantly uncomfortable in jeans and always default to yoga pants if I’m at home.

I have always struggled with my weight and have tried countless diets including supervision with a registered dietician with no success.

I feel like I’m letting myself down by not enjoying who I am and how I look. I don’t want to regret my 20’s and 30’s because I’m overweight. I don’t want to ask everyone to delete the pictures they’ve taken of me.

It’s time to turn this around.

I’m lazy and I’m sure that will never change.

I haven’t decided how I’m going to take control of my weight, exactly, or when for that matter, but I am declaring to the universe that I realize it is time!

It’s definitely time.